For four years now I have wondered when I will produce something related to my experience on April 16th, 2007.

I have been very cautious about it, essentially prohibiting myself from expressing anything I feel about it, due to a concern that my thoughts will become the object of sensationalism rather than the tribute and heartfelt reflection it should be.

There was also the obvious hesitation to go back to those feelings in order to express them.

But last night I talked a lot about it with a complete stranger (no longer, however) and I’ve decided to open a blank Word document.

Skydiving a week from now on April 16th should no doubt also provide some perspective.